Category: Family Life

100 Day Project – Days 52 & 53

The sun is shining, the rest of the garden is in, I’ve been out walking with my cane but leaving it behind as I walk around the house. Spring feels like it is here to stay in Calgary and hopefully I will continue to have less pain and be able to be more active. My favourite yoga place is having a 30 Days of yoga (at home) right now and I wish so badly that I could join in. It is so weird and frustrating to not be physically active when you have labelled yourself a relatively physically active person. I mean, I was never super ripped or anything but I’ve always tried to incorporate physical activity into my day-to-day life and now I know walking around the block is a victory but my mind hasn’t made the change yet. I suspect it never will. I used to do squats while brushing my teeth and push ups every day. Not to impress anyone but because I have small bones and small muscles and not terribly strong already and felt I needed to keep active to keep what little strength I did possess.

Being able to put the garden in myself helps though. Being able to nurture my plants and move the pots around to follow the sun feels like something. It feels like a real accomplishment. And this week I was determined to learn how to use my overlocker and after a few frustrating failures I have finally got it working. Now I just need to make something. I have some old jersey I bought centuries ago (for babies) that is really quite thin (which I didn’t know when I ordered it but made me not want to use it for babies) but it would make a cute t-shirt for Oonagh who probably won’t mind a see-thru shirt. I would love to make Moira a really nice skirt but she is so cold all the time that even though the rest of us are in dresses or shorts she is still covered head to toe and wearing her fleece or a sweater daily. It’s also the age. I was pretty dedicated to wearing my brother’s clothing when I was her age and my brother and I aren’t anywhere near the same size. (Especially not then as we are almost 7 years apart).

What else have we been up to… Well, Mister & I finished our Humphrey Bogart box set although Treasure of the Sierra Madre wasn’t actually on it (in its place was a documentary about John Huston) and African Queen wasn’t even listed. We have got our hands on those movies and will probably watch them this weekend. Sabrina also isn’t in the box set but we already have a copy of it. Every afternoon the whole family has sat down to watch Digging for the Truth which is a History Channel docu-series from about 15 years ago. It leads to a lot of good family discussions.

I also really need to get back to that sock.

100 Day Project – Days 31 & 32

This week has been hard. In addition to side effects from the chemo medication making me really tired and not being able to eat much, one of my children developed a health issue that has resulted in a lot of work for me physically. (Laundry, laundry, and more laundry.) Plus it feels like this has been a highly emotional week for everyone. School work has taken longer, music practices have fallen by the wayside, and the weather wasn’t as nice as last week so I didn’t even get to spend as much time as I would like outside.

One wonderful thing I have been doing though is dedicating time to become a better sock knitter. If you’ve been reading through recent blog entries you know I was working on a ridiculous colour work sock. I’ve finished the pattern part of that sock but I’m still not sure if I feel the need to finish the actual sock except for fun – and it doesn’t feel like fun right now. What I want to do is get good at knitting socks for my family. My girls all like ankle socks and for the past couple years they have been getting socks from the Sketchers store and they barely last a season and it drives me nuts! Moira wears through her toes almost immediately and Fionnuala wears through the underside of her socks. It is such a waste to be buying those crap polyester socks that don’t even keep their feet warm and stink after a couple wears. Wool, even thin wool, is much warmer and is naturally deodorizing so it doesn’t stink like cheap polyester socks. Today I finished episode two of Earthtone Girl‘s No Fear Sock Knitting class and I’m really enjoying it. I’m looking forward to class three tomorrow – or maybe I’m just looking forward to going to bed right now because I am DONE with this week.

(These current blog posts are part of my #100dayproject and are written quickly and posted without significant editing. They are what they are, mistakes and all. Much like me.)

100 Day Project, Day 27 – Our weekend in photos

Moira watering the newly planted garden bed. We’ve only planted one so far because the rule is don’t plant until the May Long weekend – but we planted the heartiest things (kale, beets, more kale etc) with the hope that they will survive anything. The other garden plot will be for the more sensitive seeds.
Fionnuala returning from a visit (at a safe distance) with her friends. Baby and guitar included.
Tea and treats with mummy on the patio.
Mister made really delicious (rosemary chickpea walnut) burgers Saturday night and I made a this scrumptious salad on Friday so combining them together was a tasty decision. Already have plans to use the burgers as “meat balls” for the spaghetti Fionnuala is planning on making Tuesday night.
Every year I say I am going to do this and every year I don’t – until this year! These are mostly flower seeds right now for the girls’ garden bins and the seeds are really old so who knows if they will work. I also started snow peas in here. I have more to plant this week.
The less control I have over some parts of my life the harder I try to control other aspects. If you see at the bottom it says “Food Dreams” because I’m obsessed with cooking these days and going through our very full pantry and using up old things that have been sitting there is a challenge I am happy to take on. This week I’ve devoted a page a day to my Bullet Journal spread so that I can spread out my thoughts and really dig deep into the things I want to accomplish.

(These current blog posts are part of my #100dayproject and are written quickly and posted without significant editing. They are what they are, mistakes and all. Much like me.)

100 Day Project, Day 23

Well I did it. I made very ugly untraditional Onigiri today. I didn’t have any Umeboshi (Japanese pickled plums) but I did have mushrooms and fake chick’un from a local company. I used short grain brown rice too which has always been sticky enough for sushi and it worked fine for this. They don’t look pretty but there were no leftovers and Oonagh declared it the best lunch ever.

Now that the days are nice I’m trying to spend as much time sitting outside as I can. That still doesn’t amount to much time but there is something satisfying about taking my tea outside for a while. It would probably be even more satisfying if I left my phone inside instead of feeling the need to take photos of everything but it’s a hard habit to break.

Tonight the Mister took me for a drive so I could play PokemonGo for a while. I hadn’t been away from the house since Friday. He gets out every day for a run or a walk and we get the girls out most days (they all go for a walk or a bike ride around the neighbourhood) but my life had already shrunk before this isolation happened and I have to remind myself that there is a world out there beyond my walls and my phone.

We even had a dumpling fairy in the form of my friend Jocelyn show up for a chat (and dumplings from Hearts Choices vegan cafe) today. She has been spending a lot of time running errands/getting groceries for people who cannot and added us to her list today even though I told her we didn’t need dumplings (although we always want them). Visits have been far and few between and I’m usually okay with that (especially these days when there are children around all the time and half the day is spent in lessons) but seeing a good friend made a nice change.

I don’t know if it is the dexamethasone that has given me so much energy this week. It’s an anti inflammatory steroid that I used to take with my IV chemo. It makes my face red and keeps me awake all night (or would if I didn’t have sleeping pills to help) but seems to be making me able to do more this week. Not sure I want to be on it long term though – steroids can be tricky. Plus it gives me heartburn so I’m trading one thing for the other. And I’m still in pain most of the time but obviously less pain (or in a different location than last week) or I wouldn’t be able to get as much done. I guess one good week is a decent trade off for all the crappy weeks I have had leading up to this week.

We made more Sunshine Sauerkraut today too. Moira and I are addicted. It doesn’t help my heartburn at all to eat it but it is just soooooo good. This is currently my favourite breakfast. I need to go to bed now so I can get up and eat it again.

(These current blog posts are part of my #100dayproject and are written quickly and posted without significant editing. They are what they are, mistakes and all. Much like me.)

100 Day Project, Day 22 – More Cake

I kinda want to say, “this week’s cake is…” but it is only Tuesday and there are five of us so half the cake is already gone. So today’s cake is the Pumpkin Apple Upside Down Cake from the Minimalist Baker‘s cookbook (which I have taken out of the library many times but don’t own – which I should really remedy although her website is an amazing resource of recipes).

We decided to take a break from: working (Mister), playing on the Switch (all the girls – Moira’s main birthday present Animal Crossing just arrived yesterday so it is a very exciting day in our house), and laying down on a heat pad (me) to have tea together outside. I think tea and cake breaks are a necessity to our mental health right now.

Moira is trying her hand at creating recipes these days that she hopes to enter in to a competition. This morning we were treated to this: Apple Pie Vanilla Chia Parfait:

The use of the glass jar is purely for aesthetic reasons – this was a lot of parfait and Moira and I ended up splitting it. Everyone else ate theirs in small bowls. I’m already teaching her the “life skill” of taking photos of your food I guess. The day isn’t over either – we still have plans to make pumpkin buns (because I opened a big can of pumpkin) and possibly have a cookout later if the wind can contain itself (we have been trying to do this for a couple days but no one likes a fire outside in the wind.)

I know everyone who has a bit of free time between working from home and attempting to contain children and fitting in homeschooling and lessons is making sourdough bread and baking their way through this pandemic – but I honestly can’t think of anything I want to do more than bake and eat cake right now. I usually say I’m not even a fan of cake. I think it really depends on the type of cake though and I’m willing to expand my boundaries. Still haven’t made the Onigiri yet but the Mister got some mushrooms on his last trip to the grocery store so I think I will marinate them tomorrow and give that a try as long as my body will let me. I might pull out the fake chick’un from Hearts Choices (locally made plant-based meats and other goodies) and use that to stuff the Onigiri too. Cooking and feeding my family makes me happy even if I can barely stand upright at times. Fake it ’till you make it, right?

(These current blog posts are part of my #100dayproject and are written quickly and posted without significant editing. They are what they are, mistakes and all. Much like me.)